annoying little heart

I don’t know what dreams mean.

I tend to ignore them.
Sometimes I wake up and felt something from that dream.
It was as if it was real.
I tend to ponder on that dream when it affects my emotions in the morning – just for a few seconds.
Sometimes I hoped it happened in real life, sometimes not.
But I know it will not.
For this particular dream or dreamS…
He keeps on appearing in my dream.
It happened for the 8th time – that’s a record!
Felt weird, annoyed, and yet, happy – temporary happiness in a dream.
It was like a series…shown part by part.
In reality, I know it was not meant to be.
Maybe I haven’t fully got over that feeling?
Urgh.
My mind and my heart disagrees with each other.
I agree with my mind, but I’m annoyed by my own heart.
Don’t you think it’s insane?
Mind – forget about it.
Heart – the dream is maybe a sign.
Mind – a dream is just a dream.
Heart – sometimes i wished dreams come true.
Mind – stop giving yourself false hope.
Me – (=_=)” (x_x) (~_~)

Emotionally, I’m weird.
Is it an affect from the past?
I don’t know.
Maybe it is.

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